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[27 May 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | restless ]

iswitched my username...now its ____fakeit \

im getting restless with everything, and i needed something new. i know everybody is out of town but i you should see this when you get back in town.

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[27 May 2004|01:11am]
[ mood | frustrated ]


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[26 May 2004|05:49pm]
[ mood | hmmm... ]

my parents promised that they'd leave me and ny sister alone all day....haha ya right!
i love how they lie
and how they dont trust me
and how they both think that im so fucked up
and how it seems that they dont even care when i try to talk to them and then tell me that i dont talk anymore

the weirdest thing has been happening lately. when i do two things at once, they have been "colliding" (for lack of a better word). ive been trying to keep track of what it is. like i was reading and listening to music at the same time and the exact moment when i read a word it will be said in the song also. its really creepy and its been happeneing more frequently.
the one that just happened was that i read "find a cure for this cancer" at the exact moment in "in the shadows" by the rasmus.
another that happened today was i was listening to something by hellogoodbye (which, by the way, im missing their show because of my vacation!!!!) and watching tv and "did you feel that" was in both

its creepy. it probably doest mean anything, but i like to think it does

does this ever happen to you???

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uuuuhhhgggggg! [23 May 2004|10:08pm]
wow. i have a lot to say but i wont. all i know is that im pretty sick of it right now. and fyi, whatever you're thinking, it's probably wrong.

but anyways, does anyone have the letter kills cd and want to burn it for me? so i dont have to order it and wait for it?

ya thats all.
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[14 May 2004|05:44pm]



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[13 May 2004|03:51pm]
[ mood | haha...o fuck ]

You're a Spirograph!! You're pretty tripped out,
even though you've been known to be a bit
boring at times. You manage to serve your
purpose in life while expending hardly any
effort (and are probably stoned to the gills
all the while).

What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha i would play with these for hours~!

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i hate you. mmmkay? [11 May 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | grrrr ]

i am very very pissed off

our computer ran out of memery so my mother took it upon herself to clean it out. bad fucking idea. she deleted about half of my music folder. at least a hundered songs, many of them not even put on a cd yet. i even had a whole playlist of songs i was going to put on a cd today. now i have to download them all again.

i am very very pissed off

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like fucking air [09 May 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

all oflast night was so awesome. thanks laura and jayme for that! we definately are going to do this again. i want to see hardxcore bandana kidd again! haha

so the family thing sucked ass today. three of my relatives made fun of my makeup. ya 3. "whats this dark racoon eyes look you have?"  "looks like your makeup got messed up while swimming"(i didnt even go swimming!) "i dont get this black eyeliner trend, what are you trying to look like" (ya, she said "what")
so thank you, for giving me even more reason to hate you.

i really want to get the matches cd. i looked for it to download and absolutely nothing came up. *gasp* im accually going to have to buy a cd!
so i havent slept all day and have been moving around and doing things but for som reason im not tired like at all, i mean its only 900 but still with all that ive done and with only 3 hours of sleep...you know. its the shoes. like walking on fucking air. i tried to escape the family and like lock myself in my room, but like all 10 of my cousins were all over the bed and floor watching fucking cartoon network. i couldnt go anywhere, everywhere i went there was family, making fun o my hair and makup and things i said. i know they say that family is forever, so i might as well kill myself now

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[07 May 2004|09:13pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Your calculated health span is 79.9 years. what the fffuck?!


im a fucker, youre a fucker...lets be friends!Collapse )

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[07 May 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | hmmm...this is weird ]

alright...i gave in...i did it










































i bought new shoes. YES THATS RIGHT BRAND-FUCKING-NEW SHOES. you have no idea how hard it was, but i came out of my denial and shifted into acceptance, and now i have shit on my feet and its feels so weird. after 6 FUCKING YEARS of wearing addidas, i bought some sauconys. theyre black and like silver/white. very cool. i may need some time to adjust to this.

right well the reason i went to the mall was at like 6 the dinner plans were cancelled because people were "too tired". i also went to target, found some cute shirts. you probly dont care like AT ALL, but i thought id tell you anyways. lovelove

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dont you dare [06 May 2004|12:13am]
hmm...so i decided that it is very hard to sleep in this room what with the television and the computer and all. i tried to go to bed like an hour and a half ago, but nope. i swear i have add. today felt like a friday. maybe thats why i cant sleep. im listening to some kids band and its really cute! theyre called Dave E. Nation. they did a remake of "this little light of mine". sooo awsomethey changed the lyrics though

"i wont let anyone fuck it up,
im gunna let it shine (x3)
let it shine, let it shine, let it shine"

hahahaha i love it. i dont think that was in the original! i cant stoplistening to it. BUT NO!! i have to go to sleep. i have alot of shitto do tomorow. the bed smells funny. i just wanna bounce to this song. NOOOOOOO!!! must sleep.
oh and by the way, el parentos are tres stupide and said that bcause im leaving early on the funeral i have to go out to dinner with them on friday *tear* no movie for me. ill just go cry myself to sleep. yes sleep. thatll be good. i have to sleep. my classes are so gayHOMOSEXUAL. i dont wanna watch a stupid movie in french. theyres some weird cortoon on cartoon network with fat naked people. im scared. i hope my alarm clock works tomorow. that would suck. cuz i smell. i wanna take a shower like right now. but nnoooooo, i have to sleep on the smelly bed. like whoa theres sooo many things i wanna say right now but i know i shouldnt, maybe ill tell you all later. i wanna know if you can tell. so im going to sleep now after i listen to this^ song one more time. like for reals this time! ok bye
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[05 May 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Rude Boy
Your Favorite Band/SongSnoop Dogg - Gin and Juice
You Like To Read:Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In:Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:A complete loser
You Were Conceived:In a bed, duh
You Will Marry:Your half-sister/brother
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

hmmm...like none of that is true and really gross
ezcept the sheet music part
ok that and the loser part
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[04 May 2004|07:07pm]
omg i loooove jamison parker now
thanks jayme!!
ok im really going to tutoring now
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[03 May 2004|06:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

NFG, dashboard confessionals, some blink is emo 2. anyone else like these bands?

are you for reals??

i love emo i listen to it all the time the all american rejects rule...........

yeah man all america reject!!!!!!!! them and simple plan are my favorite emo bands

oh and. not to offend you again at all. i dont konw why it bugs me so much. but i hate when people call it dashboard confessionalS there is no S. its just dashboard confessional.

bitch. thers nothing wrong with all american rejects.

ithink it was a joke ratherbedead

you guys dont know what good music is.....blink and simple plan own.....

blink and simple plan=no talent

you=no talent

ok there is a deffinate difference between blink 182 and emo. i prefer to call them pussy punk. because they attract 10 yearold girls for the most part. but hey its all in your opinion as to weather or not you like them. but when i think of emo, i think dashboard confessionals, the getup kids,deathcab for cutie shit like that. not blink 182 or whatever else you named ashesfall. perhaps you should do some research.

AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH im soo serious. this is for real!! stupid fucks

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[01 May 2004|12:26am]

i found it!! remeber jayme the sad some about the pregnant girl. these are just some of the lyrics. read them, and dont skim, seriously

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
he said don't worry bout a thing baby doll, I'm the man you've been dreamin of
but 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls
and she swear 'God damn if I find that man I'm cutting off his balls'
then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walking through the door
they call her a killer and they call her a sinner and they call her a whore

But God forbid you ever had to walk mile in her shoes
then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
then you really might know what it's like...

hmm. i was going to go to bed...maybe not, someone needs to get online, like now would be good

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ELF LADY!!!!!!!!!!!! *shhhh* she can hear you! [30 Apr 2004|11:48pm]
[ mood | *sigh* ]

so tonight was awsome. LAUREN YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED.

[nicole you dont have to read this cuz hahaha you were there!!]
after you left, lauren, we went to copper creek and josh was completely trying to freak nicole out. haha hes so retarded JKJK. anyways, so i was waving to all the cars that went by the bus pick up area right, and one car like spun around all fast and sped towards my car! then they drove off. but like 30 seconds later they came back and asked us if we wanted to go to some party (they went to ironwood) so we followed them to where we would have parked then yelled "bye!!! sry we have to go!!!!!!" i hope they heard and didnt think we were just ditching them, but it was like 11 and josh had to be home. it would have been fun to go though. oh well. so we went to josh's house and he let off a couple of fire works and all the people on the street started turning on their lights and when we went to my car there was an old fat man and some lady like in the street...haha, it was weird. haha omg i almost forgot the elf lady!!! haha i cant even describe her...wow she was weird.

it was a very fun evening. i hope jayme and laura and umm marco had fun at the show!! i want to go shopping tomorow. our computer is not on the floor anymore. i really love hanging out with well umm EVERYBODY! itll be very very sad when we go to college. omg i dont evn want to think abou that right now. erg now im sad *tear*

well that was realy pointless and long, i wont be sad if you dont read it.

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[27 Apr 2004|06:05pm]
[ mood | confused ]

can you see the picture in the background????
yes or no
please tell if you can or cant! please...

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fucking hilarious!!! [27 Apr 2004|05:57pm]
[ mood | fucking ]

so i finally found all the songs and im downloading punk goes pop and it is FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!

all these punk bands covering crappy teeny-bopper, bubblegum pop songs. it really makes the songs accually tolerable and alot of them GOOD, but most of all just funny.
like thrice doing send me a angel and further seems forever doing bye bye bye and the starting line doing jlo, im real AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! fell out of my swivel chair
its sad though that i know so many of the lyrics, im ashamed of myself.

and yes lauren and jayme and anyone else ill burn it for you!!!!!

lovelove, kiki

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i killed a bird [25 Apr 2004|06:50pm]
[ mood | im a bird killer ]

i hit a bird today! i was going down glover and i let off the gas cuz i saw a bird in the road. then it flew away, so i sped up again and the bird flew back to where it was and i was too close to stop and it was too late and it hit the corner of my car. i thought maybe it missed and went under my car but when i looked in the rearview mirror there was was a bunch of feathers in the road. then when i got to where i was going i looked at the front of my carand there were feathers all down the left side.i thought i was going to be sick. at least there was no blood or anything. so i bought my self underoos with racing stripes and candy bars to make myself feel better.
wel so you probly didnt want to hear that but i thought id share it anyways.
k, lovelove

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[24 Apr 2004|08:47pm]
[ mood | grrrrrr!!! ]

what a fucker!!!

i cant get my picture to showup in the background anymore
any one know whats wrong??...or how i can fix this??

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